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Saturday, December 27th, 2003

Time:4:38 pm.
Cafepress shop open today. Not many items yet. wait until i get hte good logo without a black background and i will make more stuff that looks... well... better. Sucks that they don't print onto black. I'll find a place someday who will do it for me, the red version on black... that won't make me fucking order TWELVE AT A TIME!

oh. and internet STILL DEAD! someone shoot me.
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Saturday, December 20th, 2003

Time:8:28 am.
Hey. My internet is down. I probably won't be on a lot. I love you all.
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Sunday, December 14th, 2003

Time:3:53 pm.

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Thursday, December 4th, 2003

Time:7:07 pm.
Mood: bored.
Something about tidal power plants. Yes. that is ALL i learned today. I spent a long time reading an 8 page article on TIDAL POWER PLANTS! Was it a waste of time. Yes. Yes it was. Oh well. I had nothing better to do, really. I really should write in here more often. It's surprising. You can walk out of school in the beginning of the day... come backthe next day... and not have missed anything you cared about.
Watching the Daily show right now. Good show... good show. This is probably the source I trust most.. out of this and hte commerial news stations. Oh well.
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003

Time:9:54 am.
Mood: blah.
Blah blah I hate my mother blah blah the usual thing. Didn't go to school today. I guess I'll go watch a movie or something, I've been watching south park this morning. I'm... yeah. hi. I don't know what to write about. Adam Squires is evil now. Met an interesting person online last night. Rocky is sitting on my foot. I miss Leif. I miss Emily. Emily gets to go to NY and I don't. Goodbye.
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Monday, November 10th, 2003

Subject:It's too much for me
Time:8:41 pm.
I hate my mother. She ruins my life. She wants me to be miserable.Hence... this:
Stab the pins into me
You just want to watch me bleed
You can't hide your red hands
From the one that you can't see

Enter the pain today
Fall to your knees and pray
If you claim there is a god
Then why do I live this way


Crash to the ground and break today
The pieces are too crushed to save
Hanging by a thread and scissors closing in on me

Slain upon the floor
The blood willl all run out of me
The empty body left to see but finally I will be free
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003

Time:10:24 pm.

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Monday, November 3rd, 2003

Time:1:05 am.
Oh....my... god. the concert was FUCKING AWESOME! AFI was AMAZING! The other bands weren't bad wither. Avenged Sevenfold rocked, and Death By Stereo didn't kill me! Tried to take pictures... not too much shows up, but I shall upload them soon. I lost my voice screaming along with AFI. Oh the pain. All the stress was SO worth it. The last date on their tour! They put all their energy into it. It was so awesome. I got the autograph of their lead singer and we talked for a few minutes about touring and stuff. Emily then decided to sneak up behind me, smiled at him, and ran away. He was pretty. It was fun. Davey was really energetic. It was crazy! Jade was spinny. he kept spinning. It was cute. A lot of the things he did (hand movements... poses etc) reminded me of stuff I've seen on queer eye for the straight guy, though. Twas cute. Luckily no school tomorrow. Poor Emi. Poor Tyler. Poor Austin who I SWEAR I KNOW FROM MIDDLE SCHOOL SOMEHOW! I'll check the yearbook later.
So, all in all, the show fucking ROCKED! Two shoes were thrown on stage. I almost died laughing. I was just waiting for the spider. Haha. I licked some random person and he looked at me funny . All was ok, I guess. I need to check out the band of a guy we met there, but I forgot what it was called... again. Reflection Of You or something... or was it Reflections. Hmm. He was pretty cool. Anyway, Emily, we are going to another concert soon. You are going to a LAM concert with me some day. Will be much smaller though. Have quite a good chance of meeting the Sean. <3. Can't wait. We can take Tyler and company again if they care to go. They were fun to have along. And we'll catch AFI on their next tour. Promise. I'll be going to a ton more concerts when I get out of this house finally. I'll drag you along with me.
Thankyou to all who made this possible. Brenda for driving, Emily for putting up with me and for setting up tyler... for working to get tickets etc, Carol for helping get tickets, Tyler and Austin for going with us, All of AFI, Avenged Sevenfold, and Death By Stereo, The hot guy I licked, and to anyone else I forgot, I love you.
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Thursday, October 30th, 2003

Time:6:40 am.
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Sunday, October 26th, 2003

Time:7:35 pm.
Nikki just left. Her sister came over here fo a while. I haven't seen her in three years. She was living in Virginia. I missed her. She's 19. She's so sweet.
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Tuesday, October 21st, 2003

Time:7:59 pm.
i'll always be waiting for you. says:
*screams* itss..itss..its...DAVEFACE! *runs away as a chainsaw starts up*
CinnamonSugarz says:
i'll always be waiting for you. says:
no no..its an electric knife.
CinnamonSugarz says:
i'll always be waiting for you. says:
thats better
CinnamonSugarz says:
a light up spork
i'll always be waiting for you. says:
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Time:7:09 am.
Haha. this is cool. I talked to Jenny this morning. I mean, I talk to Jenny every morning, but not online.

JenJen4218: i am so worried
CinnamonSugarz: PSAT?
JenJen4218: no way! forget about htose
CinnamonSugarz: haha
CinnamonSugarz: exactly
CinnamonSugarz: what are you worried about?
JenJen4218: my poetry project...
CinnamonSugarz: aww
CinnamonSugarz: is it due today?
JenJen4218: no fri...i gave my poem to the wrong panel
CinnamonSugarz: Oh no!
JenJen4218: im scared! :'(
JenJen4218: he's going to eat me
CinnamonSugarz: Yeah, he will. sorry.

I had the same english teacher last year. He's evil, and from Alabama. Scary combo if you ask me.
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Monday, October 20th, 2003

Time:11:02 pm.
Breaking down structures to rebuild them stronger.
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Subject:this probably only makes sense to me. It's a bit abstract to an outsider, but just ask me and I can try to put it into words another way if you care.
Time:10:10 pm.
I'm trying to move on but I can't move on without you
I've put my life on hold to build another's strength
Reach out to touch the stagnancy that stands there glaring back at me
Invest the time no matter what the length

Embedded in my mind is a need to reconsider
To return to that which I controlled once long ago
Carry you with me over to my side of these linking souls
What I missed while I was out I'll never know

Sleep now, the bitter shadows chasing after me
Beckoning for me to come inside and stay the night
The hollow meaning of existence that I leave behind
Living day by day in another's life
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Sunday, October 19th, 2003

Subject:Rant on friends. (warning:written during time of anger. may offend, and I'm sorry)
Time:7:56 pm.
Funny how some people never take you seriously when you are mad, but expect you to take them seriously, an of course, you do sine you happen to give a fuck, but so much for people you thought you could share your feelings with, Give and take becomes take and take. Confiding on someone becomes talking to a wall. The problem is, that you can't go on without them because you care too much... and when you try to let go... you find yourself in a similar situation to a time when this happened with another person you knew who eventually, you moved on from. Once again, I find my poetry I wrote a while ago applies to this situation. Makes you wonder if you should have left the bird to fend for itself.... leave it for someone else to pick up and care for, because now, you are questioning if it's just staying for free birdseed (gotta love these bird analogies). Oh well. At times like this, it helps to reflect on random times in your life... such as the time I made out with Nikki, or the time Jen was stalked by that hot guy at the mall, the time Emily and I wnt bowling and i dropped the ball really loud.. and then we left. Reading over this.. i find how mean it sounds, but i'm going to post it i think.... Just nobody out there take it tooooo incredibly personally....
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Friday, October 17th, 2003

Time:12:19 am.
four minutes left on the dress. i think i'm going to have the winning bid! Now my worries are on a pvc corset....I'm an auction addict... :(
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Thursday, October 16th, 2003

Time:11:18 pm.
It's 11:18!!! I was born at 11:18 pm. I am officially 16! GO ME!

Does a ::i'm 16:: dance

this birthday was boring... except for the past couple of minutes.... which were kind of messy and a bit painful.
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Time:11:00 pm.
Mood: embarrassed.
IT's my birthday! Yayyy!!

Jessica's Helpful Tips:
Tip#4: needles + me = unnecessary holes in yourself and blood everywhere.
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Monday, October 13th, 2003

Time:1:35 pm.
SimilarMinds.com Compatibility Test

Your match with Laurel
you are 90% similar
you are 86% complementary

How Compatible are You and Your Friends?

Compare with me!
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Time:12:52 pm.
ISTP - "Artisan". Impulsive action. Life should be of impulse rather than of purpose. Action is an end to itself. Fearless, craves excitement, master of tools. 5.4% of total population.
Take Free Myers-Briggs Personality Test
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